i've forgotten my blog's 2nd birthday which was on the 19th.

Happy Belated 2nd birthday blog! *wanks to glory* LOL

yeah. and it's bloody cold in Riyadh!! what the hell?

I hate living with

judgemental,

homophobic,

close-minded

ignorants

i call family.

home is where the heart is.

and my heart can never be with people i love most in my life, my family, so i take the next best thing: Best friends. Home = best friends.

I know i would never completely desert my family because as human being you need to stay in touch with them but i know i won't be living ANYWHERE near them. i love them. and they love me because i filter thier eyes with how they want to see me.

it's sad to know they think they know you, inside out...but they only know what you give them. a role in a play. my life is a play. only behind the curtain does the mask, costume, make up all come off, revealing my true self. it's sad. i want them to know. and at the same time i don't, simply because i can't.

these are the moments in life where ur strength is being tested....and i shall be strong and continue to put my make up, wear my mask and dress in the costumes made by the hands of bloody expectations.....

Hotel626 Room 237...

MAN! this hotel really got me freaked to the bones! it's called hotel 626 because you are only allowed to play it from 6pm to 6am. meaning DARKNESS! you are in a hotel that's haunted. and you try to get out. there are 10 stages. and the game really interacts with you engaging you completely because they ask u to put ur cam on and ur mic (you'll know why u'll need it later) and put head phones on and turn off the lights. COMPLETE ADRENALINE-PUMPING SCARE FEST! much fun with friends around. Enjoy your stay at Hotel 626 here: http://www.hotel626.com/