So It's Valentine's Day

and the whole world is painted red. i guess one doesn't feel the atmosphere of valentine's while living in saudi (except of course saudi crazed men and women in the streets and car races and malls and underground parties but u'll need contacts for that) as much as when one gets out of it.

i'll be experiencing valentine's day the same way i've experienced it the past 18 years of my life: alone. and it never really got to me till i realized that it's such a commercialised deal out in the world, which eventually gets to u which leaves u with to things, to deal with it or continue to let it get to you.

i never let it get to me since i never really felt the feeling of being in and out of love with a woman until very recently. so for 17 years i never gave a fuck. now it's getting to me and i'm not going to do my usual routine of staying at home, eating chocolate and lying down in bed with nothing to do for hours to no end whenever something got to me. i'm going clubbing. and the everyone i know who is going, is single. Graveyard baby here i come! ;)