so it's been a while. how's everyone doing? hope all is well. happy eid for those who are celebrating.

it's so hard being surrounded by straight people or specificaly, straight girls. i know you might think i complain too much, once i'm away from homophobes i complain about the open minded straight people. i'm not complaining about them really, i'm complaining about me being around them because of the irresistible temptation of crushing on a straight girl. and i'm not the type who can have a one night stand or just know someone and become an item within a few days. i'm the type that gets to know the girl first, spend time with her, know her as a friend, then as a lover and then embrace both together. i know, call it old fashioned but it's really just how i am. which is understandable why i always end up crushing on one of my friends, straight or lesbian. It tends to be more difficult when she's straight :P

i know some people who will be reading will be thinking " AHA! i knew i lesbians just want to sleep with every woman alive" it's not really like that, i mean if we weren't living in a world with so many moral rules :P but men also want to sleep with every woman alive. i have a lot of straight girl friends who are awesome and who i'm not crushing on. it's exactly like having a guy having many friends who are girls, where he ends crushing on one of them. straight girls are lesbians' kryptonight, just like lesbians are the mens kryptonight. hey you can't deny it ain't true. it is the forbidden fruit!!! :P

have a great day people!